Selected Story - November, 2023
Against All Odds by Sameen Junaid - Pakistan
Twinkling stars of heart-beating desires in her tiny glaring eyes with the dream to fly unyieldingly mesmerizes her while lying in the baramda of a small house in a distant village nestled with hills. How about such a dark silent night when people are snoring after performing hectic duties in the fields, she is restless watching the stars glimmering and considers herself to be the queen of all these stars to sparkle with her light.
Gulnaz, being a girl always faces her father's scorn, and her calm smile on such bitter treatment by Zaman Khan makes him more contemptuous towards her. Her mother Zarmina acts as butter on a crunchy and burnt loaf of her life. In such bittersweet melancholic life, where on one hand, her mother is a source of spring, a garden with bunches of fragrant flowers, cool breeze, green leaves, colorful birds, and a serene atmosphere, and on the other hand, it's her dreams that don't allow her to be down casted, a window of emancipation through which she can take a lively breath free from contamination of contempt and disdainful eyes. She is as fragile as a spider's web and sometimes as strong as a rock, irresistible and enduring.
Why is a girl's birth always considered to be the symbol of a family's downfall and bad luck that ferments patriarchy's fierceness and how such innocence of these delicate children can bring burning flames to their eyes? Why does her mother always listen to her father's baseless and ridiculous interrogation with bowing head and why does not she rebel that her birth is not in her control? Her inquisitive mind always triggers her to ask such unquestionable questions from her mother but only the lurking silence is her answer in these caged four walls...Read More Comment(s) 0
Selected Story - January, 2023
Too Much Life ! by Irfan Afzal - Pakistan
The second-last aisle seat was still unoccupied, but none of the eight men standing outside went for it. He hesitated for a moment, looked at the Monday morning solemn faces, smiled an embarrassed, questioning smile and reluctantly boarded the bus. Shambling through the aisle, he reached the seat he had spotted, only to find a transgender sitting next to it. He turned and was about to rush to the door when a voice from behind said: “It’s ok, uncle … sit down.”
“Why don’t you sit by her …I mean him” he retorted without looking back, a twitch extending from the right corner of his mouth to the eye. Just then the transgender leapt and dragged him by the arm.
“Haye Allah uncle, why such refrain?” the transgender said, smooching a kiss in the air. Some passengers laughed, some looked the other way.
“Shut your mouth up, and don’t touch me again. I am Syed Kazmi. Syed you know. I am a rrr…”Read More Comment(s) 0
Selected Story - October, 2022
Negligence by Afraz Jabeen - Pakistan
Apologies. Usually letters are initiated with greetings but dear best friend I want to first clear the reasons of my absence. Before saying "you and your excuses", just give me one chance to defend myself and after that you will be allowed to label me with any charge. By the way what about cat obsession? Do you still have dozens of cat posters in your room? Due to the permission issues, I suggested you to paste cat posters in your room. In this way, without cats you can live with your dream pet. Dear best friend, at this stage of my life I have realized the real meaning of Newton's third law that every action has a reaction. These days I miss those times when College canteen was more important than physics class. It seems my taste buds are damaged now. Yes, Dear Azka, like always you guessed it. I am also suffering from coronavirus. I am not the only one who is suffering from this infectious disease. Azka, Can I hug you so that I can confess calmly in your arms? Oh No, I can’t, I can’t. I know a hug from the right person is a pain killer. How can I put you in pain just for the sake of my solace? That is why, I am writing this letter because silence is the option for cowards. I will prefer to die as a sinner rather than a coward. I know you will say "you and your concepts of chivalry". This time the pen is in the hands of a criminal. Those days when we all were busy in our lives, your friend committed a crime.Read More Comment(s) 0
Selected Story - August, 2022
The Plucked Mulberries by Sufia Humayun - Pakistan
There they lay in bunches. Dark purple, pink purple, blue purple and green. Embracing each other. Amid leaves. Bursting out. Intact. Finally, it was there, two hands reached out to pluck. Grins getting bigger each time the bag felt heavier. I wasn’t even breathing lest I was heard. It was going on alright until some horn honked and there was a bark. Not one bark. But I did not move since I knew it was locked behind the gate. He kept barking and running sideways in frenzy. It’s when he banged and banged and banged that we took to our heels. I could not feel my legs. Something was pulling me. Oh no! it was pushing me. My ears drummed with throbbing heart. All I could see was an unending narrow street that led to another and that to another street and so on. The sun was blinding my vision, I had to shut my eyes now and then to block sweat invasion. I ran alone until the barking chasing me started distancing. Alone until, someone griped my dress and tore it from the middle. Right where the gathers of my frock are stitched into frill. Just then, I remembered, I was not alone. Scampering. I never was alone. Never outside. My younger sister still clutching onto my torn dress was panting. Her blood red cheeks sizzled beads and dark brown hair looked disheveled. I looked around. Nothing except streets tailored with green belts on both sides. Trees umbrellaed each belt; Lime. Creepers creeped up to walls; Jasmine and bougainvillea. Marigold, Laal saag, Gul-e- mehndi, cupid's dart and sulfur cosmos hemmed the belts. I took hold of her hand and dragged her to the side of the street.
“Do you still have them?” I huffed sitting on the grass. The grass felt soft like baby and soothingly wet too. Someone must have watered it a while ago as it was still pungent with whiff of wet soil. The small cherries on my sister’s dress were popping out on the grass.
She handed me a shopping bag, blue and plastic. I peeped into it to see it all smitten with purple from inside...Read More Comment(s) 0
Selected Story - July, 2022
Bakra Eid with Frozen Bakra ! by Sufia Humayun - Pakistan
Eid is a holiday of euphoria. Two holidays in number actually- chotti eid and barri eid or the titles meethi eid and bakra eid add perkiness true to its spirit and soul. It sounds vapid if you just say: Eid ul Fitr and Eid ul Adha. Vapid does it truly sound but still the same holiday. My son memorized Eid ul Adha and Eid ul Fitr mincing the words with jejune platitude. In my childhood I too swotted to cram the names until I was able to put down Eid ul Adha on answer sheets during exams but always kicked my heels avidly for Bakra Eid. As life back then was scheduled around two Eids and summer vacation. For me Bakra Eid was about dolling myself up with new dress, new shoes, new purse (even though empty to the point of desolation and ineffectual) long and shiny beaded necklace as the only jewelry and red lipstick (that’s the only color my mum had, my aunt loved to wear chocolate brown though) like in meethi eid but a little more than that where the excitement to titivating myself up was clasped by divertissement to feed and pull the goat around with the gusto like it’s going to be the first and last serendipity to pull and feed goats before Zill Hajj hits again. As a child I used to pity those who did not participate in—“bloodshed”? (in words of Sara Suleri) Now I browse Insta and pity myself. All the festive clothes mocking my childhood Eid dresses that my mother spent nights stitching for me and we (by we I mean my sisters) sitting by her surmising how these shredded pieces of cloth are going to look on Eid day when tacked together. There was always a sense of compliance that I had made my peace with- the surety that all the best laces and best fabrics are going to make dresses for my elder sister. Hence, I had sheathed my sword, because I knew that’s how the inheritance policy works. Trickling down from top to the bottom...Read More Comment(s) 0
Selected Story - August, 2021
Nostalgia by Zunaira Usman - Pakistan
It was raining heavily on a December afternoon when she went to bed for a nap. After sometime, she got up and being a true lover of nature, she was quite pleased to see the fascinating weather as she rolled the curtains up. She could see the freezing rain-drops on the swing in the back yard and the dark clouds covering the sky. She could feel every piece of delight that the cheerful weather was blessing her at that moment. Practical life teaches everyone, a lot of lessons. Being a professional lady, she was always busy doing her official work but always remembered her past that reflected everything back to her mind...Read More Comment(s) 3
Selected Story - June, 2021
Forbidden Fruit by Rajil Ali - Pakistan
There in the woods in the suburbs of Milan of ancient Rome, laid a village Bendela by the Lake Alserio; miles away from the chaos of battles that had engulfed its civilization in the twelfth century. Mann Lorenz, a renowned blacksmith of state legions, lived there with his wife and two children. He was among the best in making swords and shields in the whole state. A skilled warrior who once escaped death by getting badly injured during the Battle of Legnano; fought between the Holy Roman Empire of Frederick Barbarossa of and the Lombard League, a small coalition of states fighting to retain their freedom. The pride they carried by defeating the royal army matched no parallel.
Lorenz was a respectable figure of the neighbourhood. A kind, courteous, forthcoming wise-headed counselor in helping people to resolve their mutual and personal issues. Then, there was a secret side of his personality; a person who would see the world with an eye of a poet, a critical observer who would feel sensitive to things happening around him. Life was busy revolving around his work, family and friends, that’s what a man needs; ample loaf of bread on his dining table to feed himself and his family, a roof to shelter everyone he needs to and a livelihood that enables him to continue doing that!
When Lorenz wasn’t working, he would ride deep into the woods, up in the mountains, play his flute for hours and write his poetry, not a word of that diary anyone had ever read; furtively saved in the saddle pockets and transferred into a surreptitious wooden chest in his workshop. This went on until that night...
It was that typical winter night of the chilled blizzard dashing down from the Dolomites’ hillocks of Alps. The sky appeared darkened like a newly widowed Astrape; trying to pour down her tears through the silent storm with her dreadful lightening; the goddess falling upon the hundreds-of-meter-high pine trees, tearing them apart in two equal halves like a waste paper - yet the blacksmith was working alone late that night in his armor smithy by the lake; a few miles away from his home, in a quest against time to finish the finest set of swords he was about to consign. His striker had proceeded to his hometown due to his mother’s illness, leaving him with no option but to work without an assistant. It was when he heard someone crazily thumbing his forge’s iron-gate; initially, mistaken to be the call of hailstorm. As the knocking got desperate, he stopped polishing the sword he was working on…..Read More Comment(s) 7
Selected Story - May, 2021
From behind the Veil! by Zunaira Usman - Pakistan
Lockdown is prevailing everywhere, in every corner of the world. Observing the present circumstances in my area, I decided to purchase every article of my own use in one visit to avoid disturbance in my daily busy routine. Following SOPs, I wore my surgical mask, kept a sanitizer in my purse and went out for shopping to a super market nearby. Weather was very pleasant and birds were chirping amidst the blowing wind. Obviously, there was no rush or crowd of people or kids like before, still I could see a few carefree boys playing different games in the ground. A vendor was selling Gol gappay near the roundabout. Within a few minutes, I reached the super market...Read More Comment(s) 4
Selected Story - January, 2021
What Makes Life Meaningful in Times of a Virus by Mahnoor Tahir - Pakistan
As he stepped out of his house for the first time in weeks, the scent of fresh grass assailed him. His steps were shadowed by forlorn trees, flanking either side of the road like silent sentinels. He turned the corner, stepping onto the street that had always given him quiet comfort - no idling cars, no gossiping neighbours in sight - but somehow it taunted him that day. The silence haunted him.
In the beginning, he had welcomed the peace. The break from the breakneck pace of life. Dabbling in hobbies he had long forgotten about had felt refreshing and somehow liberating. When weeks turned to months and hope turned to dust, it had stopped being a fresh new adventure. The uncertainty that had felt like a new experience had blossomed with every passing day until it had become the new reality. Now uncertainty was his constant companion.
His quick step brought him to the market soon enough and he stopped at the edge of it, taking in the sight of brightly lit stores empty of patrons. With heavy steps, he walked inside and started gathering items he had been running out of over the course of the previous month...